In a pamphlet called "One for the Money: Guide to Family Finance" by Elder Marvin J. Ashton, he advises, "Use a budget" (p. 6).  My husband and I have almost been married for 3 months.  Over Memorial Day weekend, we went home and asked my parents to help us create a budget.  Now I am realizing how hard it is to stick to the budget.  Little things happen that are expensive, such as the printer needing a new cartridge, which we hadn't planned for.  Plus, sometimes groceries seem to add up faster than you would think.  All in all, this first month with a budget has been somewhat difficult.  I have done better at staying within the food budget.  But, to prevent us from going over budget next month, we are going to try to just spend cash; as my parents always said, "when it runs out, it runs out."  Hopefully this strategy will work better for us.  My parents said they tried it when they were first married, and I think my mom still tries to stick to the cash principle somewhat today.

This week we have talked about communication in two of my classes.  The discussions have caused me to reflect on my communication methods, especially things that I need to change to be a better communicator.  The major thing I need to improve is my listening.  I am constantly running around, and I often find myself walking away from my husband while he is talking to me so that I can multitask - listen to him and complete a different task at the same time.  It never seems to bother him, but I do remember that it bothered my dad in our conversations.  It is a bad habit that I have gotten into and need to change.  Another thing I realized is that sometimes when I communicate, I avoid telling people my true feelings, hoping that they will read my body language to know what I am really saying or hoping that they won't read my body language, but just trust my words.  It isn't fair for me to expect this kind of behavior and understanding from others.  I need to be more honest vocally about how I am feeling.  I also worry about hurting people's feelings or worry about what others will think of me and so avoid some topics of discussion completely, even with significant people in my life.  But, I realized this pattern and last night brought up an important topic of discussion with my husband.  We didn't get the whole thing figured out, but at least we started discussing the topic. (Most of these ideas were discussed in class today.)

Today, we talked about what can happen when a family experiences stress.  Lauer and Lauer, in Marriage & Family: The Quest for Intimacy, the 8th edition, published in 2012, write, "In fact, it is possible to turn the crisis into something that yields long-term, positive consequences...Reframing, or redefining the meaning of something, is a way of changing your perspective on a situation.  It isn't the situation that is changed but the way you look at it...You can see a crisis as an intruder that has robbed you of a measure of peace and happiness, or you can define the crisis as an obstacle that will ultimately lead to your growth as you overcome it..." (pp. 299; 304).  I want to use the concept of reframing for a couple of events that happened in my life.  I played basketball in high school, but it was a constant struggle.  I had multiple teammates that picked on me, which greatly decreased my self-esteem and confidence.  Looking back on those experiences and through conversations that I have had with my parents, I now see that I wouldn't be who I am today without that difficulty.  I feel for the underdog or for those who get left out.  In addition, I am very against bullying and will work hard to prevent it from occuring in my future classroom.  In addition, I also hurt my back while playing basketball.  I suffered from pain for a long time, but no one could figure out what was wrong with me.  This experience greatly increased my testimony of my Heavenly Father and Savior.  They know us and love us.  There were several times when I knew I wasn't alone.  Also, I was able to get through two semesters of college and a summer of work while suffering from mono.  Again, the experience gave me the opportunity to see the Lord's hand in my life, and also to feel more compassionate towards others who are suffering as well.  In addition, these experienes taught me a valuable lesson; I can do hard things!

Yesterday in class we talked about appropriate times to talk to children about their private parts and eventually the birds and the bees.  I have a couple of different ideas about when and how to talk to children.  First, I think parents need to be aware that each child is different.  Some children will need to have "the talk" before other children do.  For example, I avoided having the talk with my parents and chose to black out most of the things we learned in school about the topic until a couple of months before I got married.  I didn’t want to know about the topic.  My younger sister, on the other hand, goes to school and learns a lot from her classmates; she needs to have at least some things explained to her earlier than I did.  Second, parents need to treat the topic with respect.  It shouldn't be something that parents joke about.  In class, we also talked about the importance of parents being open about the topic.  Even though I am uncomfortable speaking about the topic, I would rather my children get correct information from me; as a result, as a peer mentioned, I need to show them that I am willing to provide them correct information when appropriate.  

On Thursday in class we talked about different strategies husbands and wives can use to make sure their marriage stays strong when a child enters their lives.  I really liked Brother Williams' advice to only have your spouse in the delivery room while you are having the baby.  I am going to take this advice; I talked to my husband about it, and he seemed surprised, but honored that I didn't want to have my mom in there too.  (My mom and I are really close.)  I also liked the optimism in our discussion; children can strengthen a marriage (Brother Williams and "Avoiding the Baby Blues").  Their coming to the earth doesn't need to make the marriage more difficult.  From our class discussion and the powerpoint we watched prior to class, it seems as though the more prepared we are for a child to enter our lives, the less problematic the situation will be (Brother Williams and "Avoiding the Baby Blues").  In Doctrine and Covenants, there is a scripture that points out this principle.  In chapter 38, verse 30, it reads, "If ye are prepared ye shall not fear."
(Information from Brother Williams, the PowerPoint presentation "Avoiding the Baby Blues," and Doctrine and Covenants 38:30)